Monday, November 19, 2012

2am November the 20th 2012 - Eating chocolate - Cadbury Dairy Milk CARAMELLO 55g bar (2nd bar in the past few hours so, 110g of chocolate in the past few hours) .. Trying to sleep.. just about to have a cold shower because I feel really warm.

Ice Cube - Gangsta Rap Made Me Do It (Official Video)

- I don't listen to much rap but I actually really like this song.

I love Lil Kim. I also like Tupac, Biggie Smalls, Lupe Fiasco

and some others (I'm particularly bad at remembering names

right now after my first session of the 6-12 [sessions] rounds

of

electro-convulsive therapy).

Ice cube can be good. I particularly like this song of his

(above link).

George Carlin - Dealing with BS Part 1

Uploaded by WiseUpWorld on Aug 29, 2010

George Carlin - 2008 - It's Bad for Ya! - Dealing with BS Part 1

*BRILLIANT*

Recited Poem - "A moment of (strength)" © 2012 by Ariana Sexton-Hughes, all rights reserved. ALL CREDIT GOES TO ARIANA SEXTON-HUGHES + Day 1 of Electro-Convulsive Therapy (1st ECT session of 6-12 [sessions] round of ECT sessions; 21st [right-unilateral electro-convulsive therapy] session in the past year); video includes showing off my outfit :P

Poem - "A moment of (strength)"

© 2012 by Ariana Sexton-Hughes,

all rights reserved.

ALL CREDIT GOES TO ARIANA SEXTON-

HUGHES.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

After Electro-Convulsive Therapy session 21 (first ECT session of this hospitalization)

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Recited Poem - "A moment (to breathe)" © 2012 by ariana sexton-hughes, all rights reserved ALL CREDIT GOES TO ARIANA SEXTON-HUGHES + Day before electro-convulsive therapy in hospital. Sunday 18th of November 2012

Poem - "A moment (to breathe)" © 2012 by ariana sexton-hughes, all rights reserved.
ALL CREDIT GOES TO ARIANA SEXTON-HUGHES.

LOL

A message

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

I feel like I lost apart of myself, I hate that I had to do this. I don't care if I look better, it's about how I see myself and how I feel about myself.. These photos were taken just a few minutes ago. Thursday 15th of November 2012. Good-bye snakebite rings and medusa piercings.

BEYOND PISSED

So, I was told by one of my specialists that Anti-Parkinson's medication makes you depressed and psychotic. Well then, I'm fucked now. I'll have to wait to see a specialist neurologist.. AGAIN.
FUCK.THIS.SHIT. This is just ridiculous.

George Carlin on Fat People UNCENSORED but true, very, very true.

Uploaded by MasterMilkshake on Nov 4, 2009

*UNCENSORED* George Carlin Talks About Fat People

FUCK ME STUPID: I LOVE YOU CARLIN! I LOVE YOU! I DON'T FEEL SO ALONE KNOWING YOU EXISTED ON THIS VERY SAME PLANET AS I DO.

I BEEN TO 'MERICA. THIS IS STILL RELEVANT. IT'S TRUE. IT'S SO TRUE!

IT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY CUZ IT'S ENTIRELY TRUE!

HE'S SO BRUTAL! TELL 'EM! IT'S SO.FUCKING.GODDAMN. TRUEEEEEEE!

George Carlin - We Like War

Uploaded by Danielada2003 on Oct 8, 2007

George Carlin on We like War! From his 1992 special Jammin' in New York.

BRILLIANT AMERICAN.

LISTEN UP 'MERICANS!

GEORGE CARLIN IS ANOTHER COMIC LEGEND!

INCREDIBLE HUMAN-BEING!

I AGREE! I STRONGLY CONCUR!

YES! YES! AWESOME! OUTSTANDING! EXTRAORDINARY!

BILL HICKS AND GEORGE CARLIN - I LOVE YOU GUYS! SINCERELY! I LOVEEEE YOUUUUUU!

RIP.

George Carlin - Religion is bullshit.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Carlin

George Denis Patrick Carlin (May 12, 1937 – June 22, 2008) was an American stand-up comedian, social critic, satirist, actor and writer/author, who won five Grammy Awards for his comedy albums.

Carlin was noted for his black humor as well as his thoughts on politics, the English language, psychology, religion, and various taboo subjects. Carlin and his "Seven Dirty Words" comedy routine were central to the 1978 U.S. Supreme Court case F.C.C. v. Pacifica Foundation, in which a 5–4 decision by the justices affirmed the government's power to regulate indecent material on the public airwaves.

The first of his fourteen stand-up comedy specials for HBO was filmed in 1977. From the late 1980s, Carlin's routines focused on socio-cultural criticism of modern American society. He often commented on contemporary political issues in the United States and satirized the excesses of American culture. His final HBO special, It's Bad for Ya, was filmed less than four months before his death.

In 2004, Carlin placed second on the Comedy Central list of the 100 greatest stand-up comedians of all time, ahead of Lenny Bruce and behind Richard Pryor. He was a frequent performer and guest host on The Tonight Show during the three-decade Johnny Carson era, and hosted the first episode of Saturday Night Live. In 2008, he was posthumously awarded the Mark Twain Prize for American Humor.

Early life

Carlin was born in Manhattan, the second son of Mary (Beary), a secretary, and Patrick Carlin, a national advertising manager for the New York Sun. Carlin was of Irish descent and was raised a Roman Catholic.

He grew up on West 121st Street, in a neighborhood of Manhattan which he later said, in a stand-up routine, he and his friends called "White Harlem", because that sounded a lot tougher than its real name of Morningside Heights. He was raised by his mother, who left his father when Carlin was two months old. He attended Corpus Christi School, a Roman Catholic parish school of the Corpus Christi Church, in Morningside Heights. After three semesters, at the age of 15, Carlin involuntarily left Cardinal Hayes High School in the Bronx and briefly attended Bishop Dubois High School in Harlem. Carlin had a difficult relationship with his mother and often ran away from home. He later joined the United States Air Force and was trained as a radar technician. He was stationed at Barksdale Air Force Base in Bossier City, Louisiana.

Religion

Although raised in the Roman Catholic faith, which he describes anecdotally on the albums FM & AM and Class Clown, religion, God, and particularly religious adherents were frequent subjects of criticism in Carlin's routines. He described his opinion of the flaws of organized religion in interviews and performances, notably with his "Religion" and "There Is No God" routines as heard in You Are All Diseased. His views on religion are also mentioned in his last HBO stand up show It's Bad for Ya where he mocked the traditional swearing on the Bible as "bullshit",^[58] "make believe", and "kids' stuff". In It's Bad for Ya, Carlin ridiculed religion by listing the types of hats religions ban or require as part of their practices. He mentions that he would never want to be a part of a group that requires or bans the wearing of hats. Carlin also joked in his second book, Brain Droppings, that he worshipped the Sun, one reason being that he could see it.

Bill OReilly Gets Owned By Kid (TRIUMPH FOR 16 YEAR OLD JESSE LANGE)

Published on May 31, 2012 by TheSourceAccess

FIRST AND FOREMOST -

"ANDREW WISHNER"

(15 YEAR OLD SOPHOMORE) IS A DUMBASS KISSASS RETARD DRESSED EVER-SO APPROPRIATELY FOR NATIONAL TELEVISION IN A FUCKING POLO SHIRT. FUCKER.

"JESSE LANGE" APPROPRIATELY AND RESPECTFULLY WEARS A SUIT AND TIE. HE IS 16 YEARS OLD HERE AND HE IS A "JUNIOR".

THIS IS ABOUT JESSE LANGE'S DEBATE WITH BILL O'REILLY:-

1:37 - so .. IT BEGINS..

Bill O'Reilly - "So Jesse, you see it differently? Right?

Jesse Lange - "Yeah"

Bill O'Reilly - "Go ahead"

Jesse Lange - "Well, I see it very differently, Bill. First, it was really educational. They had a lot of good real world advice. They offered up countless consequences to practising unsafe sex, to taking drugs and I really don't think that if you went to the conference and you heard the stuff that there was that much objectionable material."

Bill O'Reilly - "I don't know, I read all of the transcripts and uh, uh, I thought it was inappropriate AND I agree with "Andrew" but, what did you LEEAAAAARN FROM IT, JESSE? What would you.. Give me the BIG THING you LEAAAAAARNT from that conference. GO!"

(Put on the spot, without warning, immediately and responded very confidently and competently especially for a 16 year old)

Jesse Lange - "Well, I think it was good to learn that adults can be very honest about these topics they came out they told us a lot of stuff about LSD; a lot of the negative stuff Joel Becker said that a lot of his friends died from ecstasy or from LSD.. if I can read a quote, he said, "I lost a lot of friends, I had one friend who jumped out a third storey window; he thought he could fly":..that's just one example..

Bill O'Reilly - "The same man.."

Jesse Lange - "They weren't glamorising drug use at all"

Bill O'Reilly - "The same man then said if I had some ecstasy here, maybe I'd do it with you.. SAME GUY..

Lange - "He didn't say that AT ALL. I actually have the quote right here, he never said anything about doing ecstasy with any of the students, he was responding to a question about Governmental use of LSD and how the military created LSD.."

Bill O'Reilly - "NO, he said..he said.. if I had some LSD..err..if I had some ecstasy maybe I'd do it..with yew.. I don't know.."

Jesse Lange - "He did say.. I have here the EXACT quote..

Bill O'Reilly - "Okay.. read it"

Jesse Lange - "Okay"

Bill O'Reilly - "READ IT"

Jesse Lange - "One second, I have to get to the page.. he said, even today there are psychiatrists who will do sessions under the influence of ecstasy.. If I had some maybe I'd do it with somebody BUT I DON'T"

Bill O'Reilly - "That's IT! THAT'S CONDONING IT"

Jesse Lange - "..It was a joke.."

Bill O'Reilly - "THAT'S CONDONING IT"

Jesse Lange - "It was a joke in poor taste. I think it's ironic that you would point out condoning drug use when in your OWN book "O'Reilly Factor for Kids" you liken high school students, a model student, quote-unquote - "toking on saturday nights to a brain surgeon enjoying a martini while not on call"

Bill O'Reilly - "LOOK, you took it TOTALLY out of context. I know what you pinhead.."

Jesse Lange - "I can read the EXACT quote; the whole paragraph.."

Bill O'Reilly - "NO, NO, NO, NO."

Jesse Lange - "It's on page 67"

Bill O'Reilly - "I never encouraged anyone to take drugs in "O'Reilly Factor for Kids"- if you READ the book.."

Jesse Lange - "..and they NEVER encouraged ..(*muffled* unintelligible due to O'Reilly talking over Lange)

Bill O'Reilly - "and it's a VERY anti-drug book and this is totally dishonest. Don't get into doing this.. MY BOOK IS TOTALLY ANTI-DRUG.. IT'S TOTALLY ANTI-DRUG. AAAND, this guy "Becker" was basically telling you guys - POT'S OKAAAYY, ECSTASY IS OKAAAYY.. and you are smart enough to KNOW THAT"

LAST WORDS -

Billy O'Reilly - "We disagree with Jesse. We "respect" the fact that he comes on and gives his ..his point of view.. JESSE, YOU OUGHT TO READ THE O'REILLY FACTOR FOR KIDS THOUGH.. IT WOULD BE (PATRONISINGLY) VERY..GOOD..FOR YOU.. TO DO.. THAT.

Gentlemen.. Th-"

Jesse Lange - "I have read it Bill."

I wrote this script myself word for word from 1:37 on the YouTube clip. Pardon me for any mistakes.

Look, Jesse Lange is obviously an intelligent kid who's probably now a very intelligent adult.I think he did an awesome job.

Now, I have said it once, I have said it twice.. I have said it too many times to count..

I HATE BILL O'REILLY WITH A MOTHERFUCKING PASSION!

HE IS AN EVIL MONEY-HUNGRY CORPORATE (APPROXIMATELY $50 MILLION DOLLAR NET WORTH) BUSINESS-MAN HEAVILY-RIGHT WING IGNORANT NARROW-MINDED EXTREMELY CONSERVATIVE REPUBLICAN. MONEY IS HIS NUMBER ONE PRIORITY. MONEY AND POWER. HE FUCKING ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTS ME. HE ACTUALLY SHOULD BE SHOT. PEOPLE LIKE HIM NEED TO BE, IN MY PERSONAL OPINION.